This week’s reading brought me back to my days when I use to
play the trumpet in my Jr. High school band.
My music teacher had a face and style that you can’t forget. With his bold head and eyeglasses, he would
greet us every morning, raise his baton and we would play. At that age, many of the students including
myself gave him a very hard time. But as
I grew up I started to take band more seriously that by the time I got to high
school I was able to respect the conductor, which was my Jr. High teacher, who
had moved up with us. As I was reading
the book I started to think how I too am a conductor in my class and how I
could be a complete dictator or facilitator.
How I could bring the best out of everyone or just simply build them to
perform as I please. I tell you, this
book has to be at the top of every educators list. I’m already thinking about next year and how
things will be different. Not that I’ve
been a bad teacher, I just have a different perspective about being their
leader.
I have fallen into being a very serious “don’t talk to me” teacher at
times, and through the reading I’ve found that Rule number 6 should be applied
at all levels of education every day. I
have seen the difference when I’m relaxed having a good conversation with my students.
We are laughing and just talking. I see
how they are more open to express their ideas and not worried if they are right
or wrong, just exploring. I don’t want
to have the attitude of this is just the way things are so why even
bother. I’ve seen that in many teachers
especially during standardize testing.
They quickly accept a child’s attitude and behavior because that’s just
how he/she is and there is nothing that we can do to help them change. I want to say that I’ve done a pretty good
job to exclude myself from that kind of mentality. I’ve always said, that’s who he/she is now,
but wait until the end of the year when they leave my classroom. The goal is that they will become better
students all around.
My passion is
driven by the thought that things have to be better then this. My classroom needs me to be a better
facilitator, coach, trainer, scientist, historian, mathematician, reader, etc. My passion is driven by not being confortable
with what I see happening today. I don’t
want to wake up one day and wonder what I’ve done with my life all this
time. I want to be productive and do
anything that will benefit my family and my career. I don’t want to go to work just for a pay
check, I want to go to work to carry out my passion to help my students and in
doing so better our community.
Irving, thanks for the passionate and insightful blog. I can relate to so many of your stories. I started middle school orchestra with a similar experience and over time I came to love my teacher. If he had gone with me to high school, I likely would not have giving up the violin. Personally, I have had a difficult time with levity this year, I’ve been breaking rule number six way too much. It has just been this month, now that testing is over and the school year is coming to a close that I find myself relaxed, laughing with my students and just being silly. This has been a “very serious” year…I hope I never let that happen again!!
ReplyDeleteWonderful interaction and reflection on the reading and your own experiences. I love the analogy of being a conductor as a teacher, meaning either being a facilitator or dictator. Wonderful.
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